Tuesday, September 06, 2005
todae while i was sitin in tess's dad's car, i heard something interestin... i heard from the radio about some victims commitin suicide as they cant take it or hav the pain of losin some1 in the disaster and even police officer shot themselves with their guns as dey feel tat dey cant help the victimes or cant take it ani more... i jux veri sad and feel tat they shld not do tat...its like, after a disaster, u shld feel tat u r lucky to survive a disaster, maybe tis is jux something tat will happen to u and u hav to take it.. rather that feelin sad for urself n kill urself... wat for u survive in the 1st place?? since u cant take wat will happen in later... others hu wishes to live but died in tat disaster, they dont hav a second chance to live, but u hav n wasted it.... tis is oni my thinkin.. as i din experience a disaster be4 n dun wish to, thus i hav no right to sae tis ba.. the world will still spin even after all tis happen... it wont stop spinnin... so mani disasters had been happenin lately... maybe tis is the way earth is tellin us tat he/she/ (it?) is veri sick liao.... haiz... dunno how long earth can take it sia... sad....feelin veri sianz todae... oni hav 4 hr lesson: 2 hr GEMS n 2 hr QAAS... haiz.. tis is my last lesson for GEMS liao... haha.. dun hav to wake up so early... but oso means i cant see mz, estee n laoda next week.. cos tis is the oni lesson i hav with them... haiz.. nvm.. we can go out after exams together...durin QAAS oso feel tired.. dun really hear wat mr goh is tokin abt.. haha.. was tokin to ailin n wenxu... os u can sae disturbin them... oopx.. paiseh sia... finally the 2 hrs lesson is over.. went home with tess... on the way bac, she suddenly wan to go heeren to buy high heel slippers(??)... wah sehx.. quite ex sia.. dunno can buy how mani comics... haha... everytime when i see expensive stuff or hear pple buyin ex stuffs, i will sae " wah, i can buy XX comiccs with that money sia"... even ah ma dey all oso noe i will sae tat... haha... tis is the way for mi not to buy stuffs... n oso save money... haha... haiz.. read a interestin comic a few des be4 online sia.. Black Cat... it stop half way.. feel like buyin the comics.. think is worth my money.. but.... BLack Cat got 20 books!!! which means if i really really wan to buy, i hav to spend over 100 bucks!!! damn!!! still thinkin whether shld buy ma.. cos its like so ex!!! i noe my frenz will scold mi if i ask them.. so i dun bother to ask.. haha... maybe i will buy, maybe i wont.. still thinkin... hmmm... like hav to buy alot of comics tat i stop halfway... let mi think.. think at least 20 books ba.. cos no $$$.. maybe i work durin holis.. den buys ba.. hope it wont stop publish.. or i will cry de.. lolx..haiz... so tired.. tml skool is short.. start at 9 and at 12... 3 hrs oni... hmmm... can save $$$.. haha... so fast sia.. in 2 weeks time, exams will start.. kaoz.. like CEP n Foof Cehm B i dun hav confidence sia... haiz... muz start studyin liao... so mani hings hav to study... damn.. lookin forward to end of september!!!k la.. gtg liao..
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