Wednesday, May 28, 2008
The day I had been looking forward to for a month is finally here!!!
In about 12 hours time, I will be going off to malaysia to visit my relatives.
Haha.
To some people, going to malaysia means nothing, but to me, it means that I can see my cousins and grandmother.
It had been 2 years since I last saw most of them.
Yeah!!! Will get to see all of them in this trip as one of my cousin is getting married!!!
Guess what? I have not even pack my bag yet. =X
Hopefully, I will remember to bring the stuff I am suppose to bring.
Sad that my younger brother cant go due to school as he change the most in 2 years.
Most of them wanted to see how he look like now.
Oh no! I forgot to take a picture of him to show them. Must remember to do it later.
This is interesting, I just found out that this is my 199th post.
Blah Blah Blah. Dont know what else to write. Time to sleep.
Bye people!!! See you guys next week. Miss me and I will miss you. =P
<$ who i really am $> ♥
4:20 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Things to think about
No one will know how lucky they are until they lose something precious.
Some things are meant to be. Even if you can turn back time and change it, it may happen again, but in a different way. Fated to be.
So if you have a chance to turn back time and change some things, will you do it?
In life, we have regrets and wishes for time to be turned back. But truth to be told, all we can do is to move on.
I wonder, making effort to do things that you know will have no results. Why people will still do it?
When you know someone longer, does it mean that you know that person better and understand him/her?
<$ who i really am $> ♥
3:29 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Been super busy this week. Meeting friends on weekdays since their exams were over. Going out with my parents on tuesday. Working at my dad's stall on weekend. Busy busy.
BUT!!!! I am so looking forward to this wednesday. Going to malaysia to visit my relatives and shop in KL. Too bad my younger brother cant go due to school. He wanted to go. Sigh. I wish he can go too, but he cant. He cant 'pon' lesson either. Think he having quiz soon. Too bad. I will TRY to buy somethings for him.
Currently playing maple story and Sims 2. Although maple is normally played by my brother instead of me. I am lazy to train. Haha. Sims 2 is so fun to play. Think I am addicted to it. Wahaha.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
4:04 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
IS IT RIGHT THING TO DO?
*Thinking*
After thinking for a moment, I decided to blog what is on my mind.
I am afraid of somethings.
Things I had said or written may affect some people.
I wonder whether it is fair to them.
With my close friends, I tend to tell them a lot of things:
Things that is on my mind, what I feel about certain matter.
I feel that I tend to be straight-forward towards them.
However, it came to my senses that whether IS IT RIGHT THING TO DO?
As a friend, as a outsider, as someone who care.
I really wonder.
Am I doing the right thing?
I really dont know.
But truth to be told, I guess I could not change.
I wonder. Where is my Ryan? Wahaha.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
4:43 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Yo. I am back!!! Hui wen had asked me to post some more pictures of the new addition of my marine life. Here goes:
This is an interesting picture. Look at what the prawn is doing at that moment. It was trying to grab the clown fish that was swimming above. My younger brother took this picture.

This is a close-up shot of the prawns. Hopefully you can distinguish the prawns, as there are 2 of them. Ha ha.
Hui wen said that I did not take any pictures of the clown fish. So I try to take a picture. This is the best shot I gotten. There is also my 3rd starfish. The white one. Cute right? My cousin said it look like star shape chocolate chip cookie. Ha ha.

Was playing viwawa 'Wahjong' yesterday when someone win (胡) a Thirteen Terminals (十三么)!!! Do you how difficult to make this? And someone just did it online, and I was the one who throw the winning card. Holy Shit. I was in total shock because I did not know we can do this in "Wahjong".
In real life, I only saw two person who win this while playing with me. One was my dad and another was my cousin. And I had been playing mahjong for 4 to 5 years. I think.
Mahjong is such a interesting game.

Is it right to make a friend wait so long when she/he is the one who initiate to have a talk since she/he has some problems?
Scenario:
A called B and told B that A got some problems and wanted someone to talk to. B agreed to listen and told A to meet B in 30 minutes time. 30 minutes later, B was waiting patiently since A agree to come to B's void deck to chat. However, A wasnt there. B waited for 1.5 hours. B called A but A did not answer the phone. Finally, 2 hours after the supposed time, A appeared but was on the phone with C. B decided to wait for A to end the call before going down and talk to A. The call lasted around 1 hour later. So overall, B waited for 3 hours. And the reason why A was late was because A was talking to C.
What the HELL!!!!
Cant A call B to tell B that A was talking, thus B wont wait for so long without knowing anything?? A did not even answer the phone when B called.
Liked I said before, A was the one who wanted someone to listen to. If A found C to talked to, What for looked for B in the first place??? If I was B, I will be super pissed.
Hope you people out there can understand what am i writing. Ha ha.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
2:22 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Its nice to be like a 16 year old once in awhile.
Really miss those days of slacking and fooling around. Haha.
Meeting up with them is good.
Remind me of old times.
Oh my god. I sounded old.
Able to temporary forgets some stuffs is nice too.
Been having headaches that would not go away.
Got more and more tired recently. ( more than I used to )
Am I getting sick??
Relationship is something that you cannot hold onto forever. Once its Over, its Over. No point holding on. I know its take time to let go. I just know.
Its nice to meet up with friends once in awhile. I think I 'Missing in Action' for too long le.
This week is a very busy week. Busy busy me.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
2:06 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Yeah... its time for mi to reveal what is the dates for... Hahas
30th of April:Is the day when government gives us (people who are 21 years old) money!!!
Hahas... Its been a long time since I last receive any money from them. so I was looking forward to it since I have plans for the money. Hahas...
3rd of May:Is the day when I buy my psp slim.
It is red in colour and I bought a soft jacket for it.
The reason of me buying red is: my new hp is also red in colour and one of my favourite colour is red.
Finally I bought it, using my own money.
Been wanting to buy this for quite sometime, but did not really have the money for it.
But I did it!!! Its mine!! Hehe...
Brother helping mi to hold it when I take photo. He doesn’t want his face to be taken. I wonder why.

6th May:
Due to his course in poly. it is compulsory to buy a laptop.
So my mom bought a laptop for him. For studies, not for playing.
It is HP Pavilion dv2000.
You can see him using it, but no face, he is shy, I think.
It uses fingerprint to login. That is so cool. Hahas.

As you all know, my dad like to rear fishes.
He reared koi, discus, luohan, fighting fish, rainbow fish and many more.
Now, he decided to rear saltwater fish. LOL.
He bought 5 clownfish to start with.
But to me, sea slug and starfish is more interesting. so I decided to accompany him to rear marine life, but I wont be rearing fishes.
For now, I gotten 2 starfish and 1 sea slug. Hehe..
Used to have another purple sea slug, but it was killed by the filter. Got stuck in it. sobx.



Isn't mine way cooler than clownfish?
I wanted to take some photos of the clownfish, but those fishes wouldn't stop moving.
Could not take a clear shot of them.
Too bad. Another reason why mine pets are better than my dad's. Wahaha.
That's all for now.
For the date, 28th May.
I will reveal it as the day gets closer as it is not confirm yet. Hahas.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
3:45 AM
Monday, May 05, 2008
been helpin my dad for the past few days...
did not really have the time to blog about some stuffs.
anyway, tomorrow, if i got the time, i will 'reveal' why i looked forword to the 2 out of 3 dates and updates some stuffs....
hehe... look forward to the next blog^^
<$ who i really am $> ♥
4:12 AM