Thursday, February 08, 2007
life... frenz...
i had tis dream recently... i dream of my secondary skool frenz... sec 1 and 2 de... we used to be best frenz.. but now... too late for changes... i dreamt of we becomin frenz agn... haha.. wad a nice dream... but dream is not reality... if i could turn bac time... i would do things differently... haha.. this sound like i am at wrong... only mi and they will noe wad had happen... i remb seein them 1 time... dey are still close as be4... .life still go on... i told myself not to repeat tis agn... i tried my best not to... on the surface i am smilin like nothing goes wrong... its ok... but in my heart... i felt pain n sadness... i keep things to myself... thats wad i do best... haha.. ironic.. i came to tis conclusion one dae: to one, some frenz worth more than others... to bad... i am "the other"... for those hu read tis blog.. dun think so much... i am not tokin abt u... i jux wan to write it out be4 i explode... those pple hu i wanted them to read wont read it at all.. cos afterall... we are not wad we used to be...."the obstacle we face in life jux tryin to tell us that life is unfair.. some pple jux hav the luck and some pple dun.." got 1 of my frenz asked mi, wad do i mean life is unfair? izzit i din strike 4D?? and other pple strike...haha.. i jux laugh and told him that yah... i asked him back "dun u think some pple hab the luck and some pple jux dun have it?" he agreed.. .haha.. wad do u think??
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