Saturday, July 21, 2007
trying to accept the things it goes is a difficult things to do...i am trying... but... i dont know whether i can accept it... i know my decision will affect some way or another...i know things will change even if i could not accept it...i know i have to face it sooner or later...i know pple is trying to help mi and maintain it...but overall, the things i face, i muz face it myself...overcome it myself... can i do it? i really dont know..although i am tryin to help with the changes...but in my heart, i noe i am crying and i dont like it...what can i do about it? nothing... nothing at all... i know things will change again.. i can feel it...what should i do? should i say it out loud, or keep into my heart, lock it somewhere where no one will know about it?somethings some people say hurt me...it make me wonder, what i am doin now, is it worth it?the incident, make me lose alot of things...haha... i am crying again... been crying alot... someone told me this, before the incident, tears is a rare item, like diamond..now, tears is a common item, like water...wish i can turn back time... but some wishes cant be granted, cant come true...The more things change, the more they remain... insane. -- Michael Fry and T. Lewis
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