Tuesday, August 07, 2007
hope i am not bluffing myself....just feel so sad when i see it...know they are trying not to make me feel left out when we are out...but when i know about it... it just make me feel more left out and extra...make me feel:i shouldn't be there....haha... promise myself not to be so emo le...but i guess i am just bluffing myself...trying seem to take alot of energy...its so difficult to do it...but i have to:let go...learning to accept and to let go, it takes time, tears, energy, life out of me... -- shan
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2:30 PM
